This is it nick. it’s crunch time, and you need to sort it all out. before your lack of mugging consumes you.
Seriously, fuck the inertia. It’s damn ridiculous how much time you waste on facebook and doing random nonsense. No more emoing, no more brooding, no more jacking around. it’s exams in 2 weeks time, and you’re still doing NOTHING to advance yourself towards making it work. gotta do better than that nick. what happened to TOP LAW STUDENT?! wtf. that’s what you told clarice dude. now you dont even know what to expect for this exams. wanna go in and fail another time like you did for A levels? by all means: GO AHEAD. there’s no going back this time; and you would have wasted all that money that daddy spent on you. WHAT THE FUCK. SERIOUSLY DUDE GET DOWN TO IT. GET A GRIP.
IGNORE, IGNORE, IGNORE.
No emoing about the girl, no thinking about why she’s ignoring you, no thinking about whether she’s with another guy, no re reading messages, dont linger on her picture and stop checking if youve got a message IT’LL APPEAR IN YOUR INBOX IF THERE IS ONE.
No more inferiority complex, at least for exam period. No more nenging, no more emoing and spending unnecessary time laming around thinking about what could have been, what was in the past, or even worried about what’s coming. in short, DON’T EMO/THINK SO MUCH. YOU HAVE SUMMER TO DO THAT.
One shot. Make it good, make it worthwhile, and make this summer even more awesome than you envisioned it to be because you aced the exams (or at least not do badly). Internships would be much better cause you;re confident of your legal prowess, playing would be more hardcore/ at ease, dance would be even more emoing since no grades to worry about, time with the girl wouldnt be tainted with guilt of not doing well. Mental capacity stretched, knowing that you can handle both exercise and exams at the same time, and travelling woud be so much more deserved.
JUST DO IT NICK.